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i really do. i wish life would just hurry up so i can get on and do the things i actually want to do instead of waiting for people, i hate waiting, im waiting for money to appear in my bank account so i can pay off debt, im waiting for things to arrive in the post, im waiting for, everything it seems, and its not just me waiting thats annoying, its annoying that people wait for me, not that im slow doing stuff, but that they dont have to wait but they do and then complain that they did like its my fault. i didnt tell you to! nubs.

anyways, i just read the cad online comic and thought the bewbs drinks would actually be pretty cool thing to make / have lol. another though that occured to me earlier is that t-shirt hell isnt really as good as it used to be, there have been the odd 1 or 2 good ones in the privates that they've been releasing but with all my funds tied up right now,

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everything takes too long, yes, everything, im still trying to pay off my debt, its been over a year now and i still havent done it, ive been trying to save for a htpc for a while too, thats taking forever, i have no money, im trying to get my taxes sorted out but i cant seem to get to the bank on time because it doesnt open on a weekend, how fucking stupid is that, maybe i'll switch banks. ive been trying to clear / tidy my desk forever too but it just seems to have more stuff piled onto it each and every day for no real reason, actually its because i cant find anywhere to put the crap, i really need to have a sortout of stuff and throw shit out that i dont need, and stop keeping junk that i dont need/want.

i actually do have a lot of shit that i dont really need / want because people buy me shit as bday / xmas presents so i cant really throw the stuff away i just have to let it

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really, life is so utterly boring sometimes, i have a fair bit of stuff to do, but i cant seem to find the motivation for it, especially on sundays, im just feeling quite lazy atm. also ive been obsessivly cable tidying the cables on my pc, LOL. the only downside to this is that everything has to stay where it is now, like i cant move the speakers around because the cables dont have enough slack on them to be able to move them anywhere, same for everything else really, yeah ive been quite bored, and it still isnt really any tidier than it was when i started, and i get the feeling i haveto carry on doing it, lol @ ocd. oh well.

i have been meaning to blog about a couple of things over the past couple of days tbh, but i havent really been bothered, then the inital feeling of needing/wanting to blog about a particular event passed and i never did. like when i went the pub the other

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oh. my god, literally, oh my god. seriously. so i went out with my gf and her friends from uni this past weekend, most of them seem to be part of the "wear-too-much-makeup" crew. 1 or 2 of them are attractive i dont deny it, but eww do they have to cake it on so much. I had a fun night though lol. anyways that was friday night, i think, they seem a little childish but i guess thats allowed. maybe im just getting old and grumpy already :p

so saturday night i went out too, dont normally go out on saturdays, especially 2 nights in a row, went to a house warming party, at this rediculously expensive looking apartment complex, seriously, it was rediculous, they had a huge lake and waterfalls, automated gates, it was stupidly posh, god knows how she affords to live there. then we went to town and went to a few clubs that i dont remember the name of because they were mostly 'pop' clubs..

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life is shit sometimes, lol. mostly when i dont have any money to spend and too much debt that i cant pay off. fuck knows how im going to pay for the events next year. not to mention work is as stressful as ever, im not even sure if i'll last the year out tbh.

also i just updated wordpress, woo, didnt even have to do a db upgrade for some reason, oh well, at least it still works mostly, i'd be interested in trying the better since the admin interface is supposed to be changing again, unless it was sarcasm i read on twitter via facebook, lol. i wanted a newer interface since this last one came out, its just too illogical for me and i dont even know how to change it, i prefered the v1 interface. and i just dont have the time anymore to start writing my own, lol.

ive also officially given up on getting ssl to work on my server, ive tried countless configurationsand i nearly

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so ive just updated wordpress and the galleries to the latest version, so i guess i'll have to fix some of the things on the sidebar soon like the gallery image, maybe the apii stuff changed, plus the last.fm thing seems to have broken its self again lol, it never works right that thing, pfft :p anyways. so after getting complaints from aso about my cpu usage which ive never had before i found it was down to the galleries, looking further ive found that ive somehow used 19gb bandwidth in the last month, god knows where that traffic spike came from, all i can find in the stats are bloody spammers. oh well, maybe i should install more stats apps and stuff.

there havent really been any life updates recently really, still plodding along trying to clear my debt but not actually managing to get anywhere with it, i thought i'd have at least half cleared by now :/ ah well.

Other

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I really dont like the new facebook, but nevermind. work and life in general has been getting me down lately, mostly because ive been working for about 8 months now and havent managed to pay anything off mycredit card yet >.< the bloody interest keeps pissing me off every month, its so annoying, i just wish i could get rid of this damn debt. and work is just depressing sometimes.

in other news, i quite miss laura atm i dont know if thats because i'll be away for a week working and i know it or i just miss her because i just do, also she went to a disturbed gig which im slightly jealous of if im honest lol but oh well, i like that shes happy when she spends time with her friends. i also like the fact that i dont need a diary (i really should throw that out) or a blog to keep track of things. maybe i think too much but i can see this relationship lasting a long time which is

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Sooooo.... ive not written anything here for a while lol. mostly because ive been busy with work, (i always use that excyuse) heh, but really, im workin like from 5am till 7pm and the hours just get silly sometimes. and then theres my gf and friends. i guess im feelin a bit low atm cos i havbe a lot of debt and not much money. plus im tryin to get used to this keyboard that ive got, ergonomic on, and its really quite hard to get used to it because of the key placement, so excuse the typos in this post, the media buttons are cool but you dont get any feedback from them so you dont know if youve pressed them enough or not.

i feel so stressed sometimes when i have to do things that i want to or when things dont seem to go as planned or at all. i lack motivation for things sometimes too........ one thing im really nervous about atm is starting driving lessons, it was quite nerve racking

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